i’ve become quite stir crazy lately.

just ready to get outta here, take a vacation, lay on a beach, shop in a new mall, play at a park i’ve never been to before, eat ice cream without guilt far away from home.

i’m so sick of the ordinary day in day out. the weather has been increasingly more beautiful and it kills me to see it only through windows.

i love the smell of the air early in the morning on one of those “perfect spring days”

no matter what awful thing may have happened that morning-woke up late, cold shower, no milk, etc. doesn’t matter. the beauty of the day wipes it away.

that’s a good day.

it’s hard to stay mad on those days, too.

how could you possibly.

and the best part? the evening. just after dark, when it’s still warm, but there is a cool breeze coming in. wearing a jacket (NOT a coat).

walking the dog, looking at houses i could never afford, talking–maybe just spending time with someone else.

i love those evenings.

sometimes i even forget that i have to work the next day. it’s just so peaceful.

i like to take a drive to nowhere with the windows down listening to some awesome cd. personally i prefer to pop in a death cab cd. or maybe a mix cd. as long as it’s a good one.

i can’t wait until i can do that almost every day.

and then i can’t wait for summer rain. there is something so wonderful about being soaking wet, but not being cold. warm rain is perfect rain.

and jumping in puddles is even better.

snow is ok. but i’m done with it.

i’m ready for new life.

i’m taking tomorrow off. i need a break. today i was filling out a form and before i realized it, i had put my work phone number, my work email address, and my work zip code.

obviously i have been typing it far too much lately. i can’t figure out what i’ve been doing with my time lately aside from work. and when that happens, i just need to take a day off.

it’s okay, i have lots of vacation to use, anyway.

salessalessales.

i’ve sold more credit cards than i ever would have imagined.

i’m not sure how i feel about that.

did you know there are 8 gagillion self-help ezines available on the internet?

i mean, i figured there were a lot, but there are truly an insane amount.

no, i didn’t read any of them.

but maybe i should:)

-jessica

Give me a reason to fall in love
Take my hand and let’s dance
Give me a reason to make me smile
Cause I think I forgot how

 

I wanna fall asleep with you tonight
I wanna know that I am safe when you hold me tight
I wanna feel like I wanna feel forever

meiko ~ reasons to love you